Wednesday, June 15, 2011

UNSUB?-B2 - will you? BE too?



UNSUB?-B2 - will you? BE too?


Link To SCLOg (,my "scrap book, diary LOG; ) now that I have re-launched "UnSuB" …My ScLOG is mostly devoted to My CLUb...http://chrismithlog.blogspot.com/

Waiting to go to play footy last sunday night, was like waiting to go out on a first date, I miss footy more than ANYthing ..(more or less..)


EYES-express feeling better then words!
TOUCH-shows care better than any words do,
but WORDS-when meant with feeling 
MAY catch your EYES 
and TOUCH the HEART…





Good Morning

Intro 

..those ants are back again, I just found a group of them meeting around the Rakija bottle..
;)

.. Its been an exceptional constellation, during the "GeminI" period, so far,  with Storms and explosions of energy creative contacts and conflicts, 

 One of the nicest "moments" was meeting and in some ways "guiding" the lovely Adel (from Santiago) and Laura (from Valedolid?) who are both living in Cambridge, and whom i found "lost" near my place in Podgorica, ..I didn't do much except some assistance and encouragement, but after planning their journey, they knocked on my door to invite me for a drink whilst they were waiting for their Train to Beograd..i sent them tips for Beograd & Bucharest, and maybe Bratislava..their last "stop"..i dont know how "serious" they were but they invited me to Cambridge and/or their spanish towns..I dont really need to go to Cambridge..but the spanish invitations..hmmm right now, right this moment..,,seem "possible"

as I write I am waiting for someone to explain to me the difference between anything else she don’t do, and a "promise"..?????(see contents)  Fee-males seem to believe they have some "exit-clause" that allows them to make promises then find an excuse to change their mind (sometimes whilst you are stilll bathing in the happiness of the "promise" ;) and wonder why we get annoyed..I wiped 90 minutes of editing when "she" interupted by creativity with more "BS" !!, surely my fault for trusting...

;sPP = confused , and deserves this rasberry because she, "lies", like so many, as K.M. put it even "accidentally evil" can't make their  mind up what to do, unless someone is paying, then try to give the impression that they aren't ruled by money??? - and seem disinterested in any offers made that require commitment and consequence …she was apologetic Friday, and then back to "normal indifference" monday? ..I said u don’t HAVE to meet me only when you WANT to and IF I want to..too ;) …so here we are I am writing version B2, too….I was Very, Very. Tired, I played an hour non-stop 5-a-side competitive game for the first time in over 2 years. didnt K.O. until 23 h and the air was still very warm, just showered &.& went to bed <http://www.facebook.com/Chri5mitH> My mind knew what to do , but after about 10 mins , my legs just said "wtf are are U doing ChriS? We don’t do that  any more!  ;)

I washed footy gear sunday night then got into my "SCLOG"  "The protecting the WHOLE ; the Holy Trinity (see @  http://chrismithlog.blogspot.com/) I just came back from my "run/aerobics" , tempted to get into a "rant" about people who leave rubbish littering a beautiful small park near the bookstore where I exercise, often, broken glass (!) and plastic bottles only a metres from a rubbish bin!

 
So, this is UNSUB-B2 - will you? BE too?

TRUTH OF LIFE: 

Living to BE

All the right things aren't always Possible &
All the Possible things aren't always right...
Be true to your heart & you'll BE..... on the way you should!






This ISSUE … Content? :-

  • Promises/Monty is this the land of  "promise" or broken promises ?


  • Competition ; The most miserable  bar/pub caffe owner in Podgorica ;

  • Starwoman

  • Discussion (almost controversial topic continues ) Tony..his case..   * NEPAK

  • Saying s /poems etc koko's sister & Tamir

  • Random Music Selection ..& feedback

  • Cooking… the " I am not Jamie " cooking course (see next issue) ... nice even without pnuts, u could try something else, fruit?..I invite u to cook basmati rice, chicken in my (clean with no ants) kitchen, when we  get the Video on line..


  • Sport: Footy ; The Reds culture & "codex" protecting Shanks Inheritance, cont...

  • Jokes / Pics ..last words…MAY-BE ;)



YOU enter "UNSUB-B" at your OWN risk ! ;)



  • Promises/Monty is this the land of  "promise" or broken promises ?




(NOT) the "promise(d) land…?

List of SOME of the (unfulfilled) promises since I arrived at "python" last year..

I have  been on the planet a while, had several women tell me "I will love you forever" ..but … Here in "Monty"..its been extreme..

I was in Bucharest in a hotel , with my belongings & presonal/REdS stuff in my "KOPbus" and I sent a message on facebook (as the Ghanian project was "cancelled/postponed" (?) ..) " am here, never in the "Balkan Region" before any Lfc fans want to welcome me, 

Promise 1 ..Branka K (Karver bookstore, Pg) - "yes PLEASE come here and I will BE your GUIDE to my country and you can stay at my place or at a friends, free ....But her cousin/sister was there, so I was dumped in a  holiday flat…and had to find my own room, when my "bus" was beyond reasonable repair.  First week ok, then no less than 5 times she failed to show up for "appointments" including when I cooked for her and her 2 mates, Milena & Ivana(?) ..told me she had actually rung the bell and gone away.. I gave her 2 Lfc shirts..

Took her to Anfield, April 10, for the UEFA semi-final, organised her travel, ticket & sponsored her visa..repayed me by b*tching on Facebook..because I told her she was unreliable..(after she left me in Cavern to meet some turkish guy; a bluenose!) ;)..never apologised (of course!)


Promise 2…Jelena C. I was looking for a "Girl Friday" …I rewarded her on time, and often paid for her meals/drinks too, she spoilt my "Balkan REdS" / Birthday party in Bar, got high, & had a row with her "best mate" (Ana= "audrey") about a fella, spoilt the atmosphere..never apologised, as soon as "Mike the yank" arrived on the scene, with his pocket full of dollars she was "too busy"

Promise 3.."Wolfie" agreed to co-operate, promised to make Tv productions with me, when I told him that I wouldn’t invite girls to my party (in my Toloshi bungalow-garden) if they kept saying "Maybe" he said I was "weird"  we argued, and broke the agreement...

Promise 4..Owner of "ragina glava" (Slavko) after I had given him and half of his bar staff
Balkan Reds T-shirts and spent a hell of an amount of money nearly every day/night at his pub, during several months .."I ll get you a special t-shirt for yr birthday" ..the miserable G*t still hasn’t more than a year later..and because I took my coffee next door, after a "discussion" over a bar tab, and his sisters arrogant way of talking to me..he don’t speak to me any more…I don’t miss any sleep over that!

Promise 5….Tanja. Met at Irish pub, Budva, stayed in her guest rooom there afterwards Agreed to make "translation Angels" …I printed cards for her, added her own phone number as agreed, she "disappeared" …(?) to Vienna, the phone number don’t work, not even a message from her to explain anything

&

Monika …I flirted a bit, maybe the reason she didn’t come back or reply ..as promised , to discuss the education/creative centre..

Sanja...Also, took her to dinner..had a couple of very very good meetings , then after saying she would meet me  , suddenly "de-friended" on facebook..( "don’t want sexual or emotional reltionship" ..ha ha ha! ) supposed to be replacement for Tanja above ("Translation AngelS")

Mladen..6 months ago..
  1. I ' ll show you the football place I can get for your tournament..
  2. I will take you to a basket ball game here in Pg…

Sasa.
  • You can stay at my house in Sarajevo
  • I'll call you when I am in Pg…
  • Lets go out for a beer..I'll call you to fix it.
  • Zorro - how many times don’t show up, "bez kommentar"

"KOkO(AnaM)"

Well we are still "in touch" (just) But it isnt "looking good"

"I'll take you ..

  • Hiking
  • -Biking
  • To the mountains
  • Lakes
  • Beach
  • This place
  • That place
  • Respect your ideas/honour our agreements
  • Take you on a train to..the wine cellar & Bar..
  • Be your soul mate!!!! Etc etc…

Yeh yeah… after the last 10 days ..it does NOT look "promising"…


&……………various….(don’t even count the ppl, who promised , "I'll take U around Monty, Ill show you the night life, I'll show you the country, the mountains, this village, that lake" … :)   





I'd be the richest man in the Balkans if I had a euro for every such promise..


Competition WINNER!!!
THE MOST miserable  bar/pub/caffe owner in Podgorica ; IS SLAVKO (Nags Head) ..Ragina Glava , Pg, although currently training Slobo to be a miserable g*t too..Slobo still laughs from time to time..Slobo can be saved!!



But, despite Slavko(p) ..its possible to have a good time, as ..my local Lfc fan friend said;Ugljesa Boljevic 5 June 10:59 ..Thanks to you, i really had a great time.. ;)   (pity I cant find a ladyt who tells me that!!! )

Best barmen; Todor & Jolie & Sasa ..when he bribes me with ciggies, 
(NH)

Best waiter ; Miros (@ harrison)

Best restaurant , so far ; " Laterna"

Fav drinking buddies ; Fab, Henri the hat, & "koko" before she "lost it.. ..Zorro & Slobo.."B4"



  • Starwoman 

photo

Tx to KM , & ...Sasa too, for this great "photo opp" the previous Tuesday was a unique situation , all 4, including his wife were NOT from here (pg) and ALL Gemini (born within about 20 days) what a CREATIVE constellation <smile> Talked a bit with him  & his wife Dusica at the same time, and it helps me to see how she/he works...i want to start forming the strategy..between sound,vision  & ….words ..team  us ..and next time we shall discuss the future..& "MONtv" (Mc5) thanks & ciao
C.

n.b. armand feint zebra cartoon..

Housewife to Star wars woman…

Starwoman

"is what I really am
dont be fooled - if i prush a pram
in the kitchen, it may look like a farce
but get on my dark side..
and i 'll be kicking your ****

Star woman

universal warrior
gonna save the world
gonna see a lot of her

Don't  have time for shopping, ironing or the washing..
rather be stomping , & all the bad guys running
i love my kids, and thats what i am doing
saving their world , instead of the cooking.. "



  • (you tube) ;  Kaja Milacic Zena.


 Discussion (almost controversial topic continues ) 

Reply to topic Teri C. Stoddard
No kidding!!!!! Chris, I organized a press conference on False Allegations of Abuse that occurred today in DC. I also spoke about False Allegations in front of the Advisory Committee for the Office of Violence Against Women in DC today. What did you do? I had eleven meetings with staffers in the Senate Wednesday to discuss the same topic. What did you do Wednesday? I will be meeting with more staffers in the House Friday. What are your plans?
about a week ago · Report
  • Teri C. Stoddard
    Oh, and FYI, I've only been involved in this for 9 years, and I didn't take any kind of leadership role until 6 years ago, when I knew I had learned enough. I don't know what your problem is with me, but I'm tired of it.
  • Teri C. Stoddard
    Take a look.... http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150623306860478&set=a.10150207634930478.439629.686870477&type=1&notif_t=like
  • Keen Grant
    Thanks for doing that important work Teri. Please link any article or media mention you gain. Being wrapped up in a case rooted in false allegations myself, I identify with Chris's frustration--but he's entirely wrong in choosing as his target an advocate for reform whose work is to balance a system well out of control.
    about a week ago · Report
  • ChriS SmiTH
    sorry Keen...problem is the existence of "advocates" ,,its not "frustration" its reaction to this condescending attitude of Teri..like so many they claim their fame on the back of misery ..and you all make the mistake of dealing with symptoms instead of cause..ppl have to learn to fight ...in a ghandi like, aggresive yet non-violent refusal to partcipate in the violation of ALL of our rights...u spout the same blah blah that I have always heard or seen ..like yr "pressie obama" repeats the words of JFK ..and still solves nothing (au contraire!) revolution has to start with each individual acting 100% against each and every violation..but all are scared, and "chat" via groups on FB etc , still think that talking solves something, well it does, their "guilt"…. for a while..
  • ChriS SmiTH
    http://unsub-b.blogspot.com/2011/06/un-sub-b-test2acles.html ("under construction")
  • Teri, do I care that you are "tired" you should channel your energies into actual action, everyone knows about my actions, dont need to "big myself up" as u do "queenie" ;) oh keen, "white(k)night" i dont have to take anything "back"...Teri, all you do is let the polticians take on your "campaigns" and the media and their cronies pull it apart, pick and choose who best serves the sound bite and move on, the political way is a waste of energy the ONLY thing the "system" understands ..is when they get hurt in the pocket, or people refuse to participate..but 99.9999 %of ppl are cowards ,say they love kids, but risk nothing to improve society, I've done it , got the t-shirt, and way way ahead of you, why do u think they keep trying to shut me?.....whatever..bang on as much as u want, i dont buy into it..

  • Keen Grant
    I am truly sorry you are suffering from such mental anguish, Chris, and that the help that you need you have not found yet. Don't stop looking.
  • ChriS SmiTH
    thanks Keen, you must really be the centre of yr groups intellectual "wit" what a funny guy you are, and SO orginal, as you onviously are THE FIRST guy to try to put me down with the blatantly obvious and banal "mental case" response, go work for the system, lad, you will fit in nicely ;)..yeah i am still looking ..for intelligence in the USA! ...question...why wasnt Jesus ChrisT born in the U.S. of A ? ..answer; because it was impossible to find 3 wise men and a virgin! :D ciao!!



 Tony P...his case….
 "was falsly accused of being violent to my (ex) wife, who then persuaded the courts here to make it illegal for me to have any contact with my children. I haven't seen them now at all for three months, and haven't seen them at all without a court appointed "supervisor" for about 16 months. The courts have said this will continue until March, 2012. All this came after I was a "stay at home" dad for 4 years. I have evidence of my ex being violent, angry, and threatening my life, via audio recordings, journals, and one video. I have an audio recording of her admitting to the use of extreme measures to discipline our young daughter (using hot water when the baby was 3). Sound like something you know your way around?

ChriS SmiTH 12 June at 13:45
I have 2 estranged kids, my older son died as an indirect result of his mothers negligence.. i will link u to a group, have a look , agood look through all the various connections on it, then come back to me and we discuss what is to be done, just be sure that there is an incredible amount of men in similar situation, you can also scroll half way down my "crazy blog" (Unsub) and you will find a "topic" with discussion on such things too....http://unsub-b.blogspot.com/

I found the topic, and read it with enthusiasm. And now, I wonder where I am compared to before? It is clearly a hot topic, and I am clearly a most pronounced victim in it, but that does nothing to either fix the problem or guide me to make corrections to what I face every day. And now that I have vented this, where else can we go, what else can we do? I have some keen insight to repairing the system of this problem, but I'm not sure how it works when 6 billion people live on the planet, but only 4 read my ideas........as ever....tony

CS>I have sent you an invitation to a group theres lots of connections there, give it a bit of time, there are a number of items , you also have to consider the consequence, of only "chatting", some "sharing" or how much time u will put into local & global solutions..



Network of Estranged Parents and Abused Kids
too many people have similar problems of losing thieir kids by abduction, or their kids are abused, if all the individual activists and groups exchanged information and co-operated local and global we could.......




  • Action N-GO Group..  


And///more mediacal/scientific "confusion" ...




  Sayings /poems & creative articles etc 
.....plus koko's sister & T.A.Q



 From A.M. ….a true Red..

If you try to hurt me, maybe you'll succeed;
If you try to push me, I might fall;
If you try to break me, you'll never succeed,
I will fight for The Truth on my knees
and you'll see me raising surrounded by Red Force,
Red Wall that none has ever managed to break,
The Red voice nobody has managed to silence.

And that's me...
You can fight with me, but you'll never win.
Red force is with me, I'll never walk alone.
I'm Liverpool, nobody can take me down.


 (belated) Happy birthday Koko's sister

Come on "reen"
Should have seen
You at My birthday
But lets say "anyway"

I care(d) for yr sister
And I have missed her

You are a Gem
And never let "them"
Stop you from following your dreams
However hard it seems

Hope to see yr writing
Sort of text-like "fighting"

'cause like me or not
I'm gonna be around
An alien…in monty
Has been found ! ;)

ADD music from media../.





T.A. Qadir posted in You'll never walk alone ynwa;
 
Every sunset gives us,
One day less to live!

But every sunrise give us,
One day more to hope!

So, hope for the best.
Good Day & Good Luck!

And Good Morning....





"key-creative words, themes or phrases" from "Gemini Constellation"…

1   GeMini image ; Star wars woman-Zena…alien kidnap (are aliens dentists? Ha ha?)  ..Universe (other word from bible) .planet of "MAY-BE" ..land of promises (dreams?) from housewife to Universal warrior..bezdan..!

  1. Life of extremes, ..force of eternity…superNova…accidentally evil (Live) d'evil ..(mean) ..intent …DARK chocolate..force..(RED?) lady blue v crazy RED…(5)

  1. Storms in me(Mne?) and in the air…oxygen..breathe….mountain air,,masks..to breathe..oblivion, (stolen car..dark side..) scream..

  1. Blocks, fruitless b4 children came,

  1. Sitting outside a café..retreat, war, army term,  (Strategy) ..June in Bg ..or anywhere, Ldn (or Lp?) ..,lady blue v crazy Red.

…plus…6 degree theory connections?..& "beautful prayer?"(not?) ..YNWA?




  • Friendship is a language
    spoken by heart,
    not written on paper,
    not given by pledge..
    it is a promise renewed every time
    we keep in touch!     Good Night !!

  • ♥ уOυ'LL ηєωєя ωaLк aLoηє ♥ JFT96

  • Salt has an Unique nature,
Its presence is not felt but its
absence makes things TASTELESS.
Make your absence noticeable,
be making your presence Valuable!
Good Night.....!!!

  • Being in your thoughts is my honour..
being in touch with you is my happiness..
seeing you doing well is my satisfaction..
but you being my friends is my pride..:)

  • Sun rises for a day,
Candle for an hour,
Matchstick for a minute,
But, a Good starting of a day remains in Heart forever..
Start ur day with a Sweet smile!!
Good Morning.....!!!

T.A. Qadir

  • Beautiful prayer
God when i lose hope,
Help me to remember that
your love is greater than my disappointments
'n your plan 4 my life are better than my Dreams..!
Good Night.....!!!

M-ake the most of it.
O-pen your heart and mind.
R-emember to thank God.
N-ever frown
I-magine me
N-othing to worry.
G-ood Morning.....!!!
Wish you have a nice day ... 

  • Shut Down Your Eyes,
Log On Some Memories,
Download Some Dreams,
Save Some Joys,
Delete All Your Sorrows..
Have A Nice Sleep... :)
Good Night !! 

T A Qadir

  • A Morning is a wonderful blessing,
Either stormy or Sunny,
It stands for hope,
Giving us another start of what we call
...<*L*I*F*E*>...


Bojana Sretenovic "weekly stars" coming soon to an "UNSub" near you..??

Shania Twain - Man! I Feel Like A Woman.flv

BubaMara>
What happened to men?   No, what happened to women?
The times of knights in shining armour and damsel in distress are gone, right? But people still need romance,it is virtually inscribed in our DNA...

Thinkin’about guys.Today guys dont even take girls to a movie , they don't give flowers, they don't hold hands.Gentlemen do not pay for dinner today, but they regularly respond to messages and they regularly throw away trash. The combination of a hard way of life and modern technology have dramatically changed the perception of women about what makes a man a gentleman. What’s happening?

Moving the chair to a lady to sit down or opening the door,- science fiction.
One in ten women believe that the modern gentleman should have written to his girlfriend or wife romantic messages, and one of 20 that such messages should regularly be found on her Facebook "wall". (?!!!!!!)

Charm, sensitivity…do men have it? I think they do, actually, but it is a shame to show it. And why should they show it, when girls give all they have to give without expecting it? If I were a men, I would’t do anything special either, to be honest.

I don’t remember when someone asked me to dance. And I really love to dance. I dance all the time.

Ten days ago, one guy took me out to dinner. Then to the movies. Bought me a rose and wrote a letter. A beautiful letter.

When I came home, I did not know whether the date was good or not. Yep, I guess it is weird when someone acctualy treats you like you are worth something. Damn.

That’s sad.

To sum up, I really need to quote something I heard a couple nights ago: “Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.”

I really don’t know if I am the only who thinks this way? Do I expect from the man,from the relationship at all, something that I should't expect? Damn, I don't want to lower my criteria.C’mon guys, show a little romance, it is not possible that you are  extinct, Is it?


(CS> edit-note; <smile> er..little Red, It is ironic this links to something in the "alien diary" ..my arguement is that females are not romantic..ha ha!)


thanks to all contributors ; NO WAFFLE allowed here!!! ;)


  ChriS SmiTH 12 June at 13:21

"First they came…" is a famous statement attributed to Pastor Martin Niemöller (1892–1984) about the inactivity of German intellectuals following the Nazi rise to power and the purging of their chosen targets, group after group. The text of the quotation is usually presented roughly as follows:

"First they came for the Jews,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a Jew.

Then they came for the trade unionists,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a trade unionist.

Then they came for the communists,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a communist.

Then they came for me
and there was no one left to speak out for me."

& Do U Believe anything that anyone reports from mainstream..least of all usa..


3 June 07:48
TRUTH OF LIFE:

All right things aren't always Possible &
All Possible things aren't always right...
Be true to your heart & you will be on the best way

 (adopted & adapted TAQ/CS)




  • Random Music Selection ..& feedback



…………...Might as well face it…Robert Palmer - Addicted To Love.flv

Music video by Robert Palmer performing Addicted To Love.
(C) 1985 The Island Def Jam Music Group
  • ChriS SmiTH RIP bob!
    • Frank Carlyle How 'Super Cool' was that 'Fella' singing that? Muched missed Bob....
    • ChriS SmiTH great performer, writer, and the lasses on the vid arent bad either frank! ha ha!
05 June 07:20

Don't Get UPSET with Little Jerks in Life,
Because Life is Like a Road &
Problems Are Like Speed Breakers,
They SAVE US from BIG accidents...!!
Good Morning & Have a nice day !....For AnaM ...& good-b-ye! …….

"With or without you"  U2

&

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIYOzL3cp5k 
....just want(ed) YOU to know who i am .. ;)

‎1 Million views! thanks for your kind comments. I don't own the copyright to the song, and the pics belong to their respected artists, ...

    • Carol Sebastian Hadn't listened to this one for a while, brings me back ... cheers for that Chris!
      Sunday at 23:33 · Like
    • ChriS SmiTH some favourite lyrics of mine too Carol!

&

Wicked games (for all FEE-males)

When I fall in love.....but "when" ?? ;)

Masquerade ..so many people living behind the mask , lost in a stupid game, with the rules made for them, so complicated they don’t realise they are playing in it

"Sitting outside a café.."

……..When she my "mate of soul" ..just walked on by                                                 ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkM_O27tSVM) ..

(song) ..she saw me..then waved at another guy..

I KNOW why ..but no cry,
I just want to sigh..

                                                                                                                        (if U don’t… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hko3Lj6IdAg )
A modern Woman can be the cruelest beast..
Can take your heart and have it for a feast
Stole my kid(s) .....and the things they did
Yet still wonder why I get so mad
'cause I m not that bad,
so I..
Hold my head up high
And must not be sad..
Must not let her "cool" get to me..
I have been all I should BE
I have given her all I should
Not appreciated
How I supported her when I could..

Forgets me now, "hey it's ME"
She Looks away, so easily..?
Oh modern fee-males, so "hard" they are.
d'evils inside a pretty package, I must keep them afar!

Chris SmitH (copyright 11601, Podgorica, Montenegro)







Everytime U go away…U take a piece of me with U

Nik..wouldnt it B good.. (or enjoy what you have?)

Howard jones .."what is love"

Cant get enough. (another song for Luis ? <smile> )


Where is the love…(under the table?...behind the sofa?...in a jar behind the door, its nowhere to be found on this planet today?)

Paul young…love of the common ppl/..the REdS …common but deep..Red!..

Werever I lay my hat (or hang my RedS flag..)

Wont let the sun go down..on me..!!!!!!!

---------------------------------------------------------------------
Night Is A Nice Gift,
So Open The Gift
By Closing Your Eyes
You Will See The Another
Wonderful World Waiting For You …
Enjoy It With Sweet Dreams
Good Night !! 



Terence T Darby, sign yr name..


A Morning is a wonderful blessing,
Either stormy or Sunny,
It stands for hope,
Giving us another start of what we call
...<*L*I*F*E*>...


music from unsub and..

dont let me be misunderstood... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2FT4FprxDg

lean on me (unsub)

" in a world full of ppl only some want to fly" (crazy,seal)

i'm not in love..


Life ends when you stop Dreaming;
Hope ends when you stop Believing;
Love ends when you stop Caring;
so Dream, Believe and Care.
Life is really beautiful!
Good Night !!

"My girl Friday", when it alll falls apart..



And


Night Is A Nice Gift,
So Open The Gift
By Closing Your Eyes
You Will See The Another
Wonderful World Waiting For You …
Enjoy It With Sweet Dreams
Good Night !!


Love is 4 life, life is not 4 love.
Love may fail in life,life never fail in love.
So don't spoil ur life in love,
but don't forget love in life..
Good Morning .... !! 



Liverpool SONGS ; LINK




Video clip of Gerry and the boys singing the theme tune from their film Ferry Cross The Mersey... Enjoy!
  • Barbara Williams I was in this film! I sat behing Gerry as he walked up and down on the ferry. I saw myself once, in Wallasey, but then my bit disappeared on the video.
    03 June at 16:30 ·
  • Barbara Williams You can see the top of my head! The old man with the dog, and the posh women walking about were models.The rest of us got a free luch! Sarnies...but Les Marsden took me into the actors canteen and I got roast turkey!
  • ChriS SmiTH nice..you are almost famous barbara! lol x
  • Barbara Williams almost being the operative word!!
  • ChriS SmiTH well i've been on tv in malta and ukaine, but in the first case i dont think many ppl were watching and in the 2nd cae no one had a tv to watch ,lol ;)
  • Barbara Williams I'm quite happy not to be famous. Having to think about what I look like everytime I leave the house. I like being a non-descripy scruff.
  • ChriS SmiTH yeah me too, no ones gonna kidnap me or such stuff, and anyway the "cia" aren't sure what I truly look like , their hit men must be really stuoid if they think I would post close up pictures of me on my facebook wall ;)

…on the subject of "Ferry"

Love is the drug http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ci9jA_4O3GI


& Virginia plain http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8DJP6XYGDQ


 (B. Ferry / Roxy music)


if we talk about passion is not always about women!

Zvanican Video Spot "RAKIJA" S.A.R.S.






Lo-la's Story…"hello, li-lo"..?



She was reading my Daily Gemini Horoscope …(on FB) .."You will likely be traveling or on the phone a lot today. You are an inspiration or a source of comfort to a friend in need. Look to music, art and entertainment…" …
  • LO> ha ha look to music ~~
  • ChriS SmiTH and swing to the "positive" done that!! mission accomplisged very early today..! ;) and U?
    • LO> my day is ruined...eine reine Katastrophe ha ha
    • ChriS SmiTH well, tell me the problem (private message?) and will solve it for U, i am "in form" ;)
    • LO>Well thank you... and i know that u r "in form" ;) but maybe later... have to fix some things and i go to go now. ...Bbye see yaaa later ;)


  • We "met" via private messages , (read every security agent in the world monitoring all communications that you think are "secret" btw….)

She had "experienced" 16 years of the german "system" - having made 54 complaints against "them" ..the "Beamte" ; citizens ; judges (including the court president of Freiburg) ; lawyers ; state attorneys; police; "Juendamt" etc.. For others and myself (particulary the state-supported abduction of my children, including a violent german ambush of Noela & myself, on the FRENCH side of the french-german (alsace) border!!

She decides to remain "anon" until the "process" is complete, but the whole corrupt german system is based on "losing" complaints, they have the cheek (OGF Merkel) to moan about other states but they are no more than a regimented "banana republic" themselves and model their ideas  & "methods" on the works of soviet control system and capitalist USA!!

She is currently back in BG, she went to B.R.D with her Serbian/Albanian parents before the "Balkan conflict" ..(mind you many of the complaints I made against the germans was because they treated "refugees" (especially kosovo-Albanians like criminals) despite the PUBLIC "tolerance" ...

"LO" went to get done some documents but the German haha (Nazty) court wont accept her documents... so she cannot go back until the court papers are clarified...its a long story....

  • Do you know that the germans have more "anti-foreigner" laws than all the other european states combined?
  •  Did you know that IF you are a "foreigner" arrested (even for something you are later proven innocent of) they can automatically deport you.
  • (they have a great "system" of asking people arrested if they DON’T want to be deported, but then they post the letter so that it arrives to late for an "appeal")
  • No one (foreigner) has ever won an appeal against a court in freiburg/

Etc etc …I could add the 54 complaints here, but lets face it you will move on from this subject because its also true of every state in the World - NO one state has ever honoured  the UNIVERAL DECLARATION OF HUMAN RIGHTS (signed by all "democracies" after the 2nd "war to end wars" ..) their locals rules/by laws & lawyers or politicians find "loopholes" and when the "land of the free" ??? U.S. of America" OPENLY violates all human rights (since that signing) in Korea, in Vietnam, Cambodia, the middle east, in Africa, South America (by funding  dictators etc) and in Europe, by "covert" operations..how should any other "smaller" nation or its people..especially youth react?...

  • I fight (non-violently) for what I believe in, however, I am temped to also say "the (apathetic) people get the society they deserve" (why should I fight for those who do nothing for themselves?)

LO> Ich bin in Kosovo geboren (P) mein papa ist Kosovare und meine mutter serbin aus Montenegro, als ich 14 jare alt war sind wir nach deutschland gewandert....so und dort lebte ich ja auch bis 2010 ...Bin in deutschland zur schule gegangen ...bin ja schon mit 16 ausgezogen aus der familjen wohnung dann hab ich gearbeitet als managamentin in einer Firma Managament und Cunsulting ...habe dann noch zusatzlich studiert (pszchologie) und wollte ja auch selbstandig werden im ende des jahres (2009) nun die deutschen sind sehr narcistisch was auslaender betrifft...so mit haben die mich bllokiert ...musste erstmal das Land verlassen und jetzt streite ich mich mit gerichte herum um das widerufs und bleiberecht ...dort wieder hinzugehen....

hmmm ich hate auch eine Idee diesbezüglich gehabt... ich hatte in eine Firma gearbeitet... de *SG hieß das ist ein Verein... so und die wollten mich zu Geschäftemacherin machen und ich wollte i der Firma quasi auch ein gemeinnütziger Verein für Ausländer daraus machen...Ziel des Vereins wäre es gewesen ...Ausländern zu bei der Bewältigung ihrer wirtschaftlichen und sozialen Probleme zu helfen (gegen deutsche Demokratie) und die Wiedereingliederung in das Arbeitsleben zu unterstützen. Die Ausländer in jeder lebenskriese (was das recht und Migration in Deutschland betrifft) zu ermutigen sich nicht unterdrücken zu lasen oder gegen Diskriminierung usw...und auf der andere Seite wäre ich ja auch in der psychologischer Hinsicht auch bereit gewesen die Leute zu unterstützten..also nicht nur Papierhandling sondern auch mental..

Weißt du die haben mich nie gemocht die Gerichte ..Behörde oder oder..nur weil ich mich dort sehr gut kenne und mich nie verarschen lassen habe mich immer korrekt verhalten aber war natürlich in deren Augen super schlau und habe vielen geholfen sich nicht Diskriminieren zu lassen ..und das hat den Behörde nicht gepasst....

In meine Sache (jetzt im Gericht) hat der Richter Protokolle gefälscht ..Meineid geleistet und und so viele korrupte Dinge gedreht mit mir... Nun du weißt ja gegen über einen Richter oder Kammer kannst du in Deutschland nicht gewinnen nur dich aufzuhängen ...weil die Richter in Deutschland verhalten sich wie Got...

More to come….I hope!..or not?

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one


 Cooking… the " I am not Jamie " cooking course (see next issue) ... "nice even without pnuts, u could try something else, fruit?..I invite you to cook basmati rice, chicken in my (clean with no ants) kitchen, when we  get the Video link….on line..(LINK)"..(CS) & Vino?? we Meet milan??



  • Sport: Footy ;
  • The Reds culture & "codex" protecting Shanks Inheritance, continued discussion…

Specials








The Full Monty ; protecting the Whole of ; "THE holy trinity"


ChriS> I FELT I had to write this and risk abuse etc (which inevitably came) .

"
….Perhaps its a result of the mess Lfc was in , in recent years, combined with the "sky(tv) washing" of global footy fans, but there is an increasing "nasty" element creeping into the internet forums , everywhere, ...

Those of us who have been though exceptional times, trophies in Leagues, European record champions, cup finals and also the horrible (hopefully rare) defeats..and of course those highs (especially the "away-days") are balanced with tradgedy at Heysel & Hillsborough (& fighting against continued Injustice) ..should know , in our heart and soul what the "Liverpool Way" is, that Shanks installed in our club (there are enough reminders on Lfc . tv or you tube if any one is too young)

The insults have increased, not witty, but blatant disrespectful and often aggressive and downright "nasty" attacks on our own supporters, players, ex-players and even managers who did and do wonders for our club...

the "owners" dont come into it. our "holy trinity" ; players, manager & supporters is once more intact, in force and moving forwards (i believe we should push again for shared ownership, but lets leave that for the sake of this message)

OUR older supporters alsways knew how far to go, yeah we'll rubbish the oppositon, especially the mancs or the cockneys etc..but there IS a limit we shouldnt cross,, and whether we were at Anfield or away, we usually could "police" our own, if someone crossed the line, we would "have a word" ;), because i for one, am part of a big Global RedS family, and i dont want idiots ruining the games , the travel or the "craic" (party) before or after , do you??

in the modern world of "instant" its too easy for ppl to react negatively and nastily..i am not naming names..but i am sure we all heard it at stadiums  or saw it in print or on the net..its up to us what sort of Club we want, to be and remain "the true RedS = the special ones" ;)  or just be brought down to the level of all the clubs "fans"..

if you care then its up to you...dont blame anyone else, dont point the finger and turn away, they will stop, or be stopped if we act "reasonably" and if ppl get P**ed off with MY  "patronising " attitude, then I am quite happy to discuss it with them ;) properly

below is something i sent after a true REd, a girl who gives everything she can to our club was insulted on a forum..(on 2 forums actually)

I am disgusted that i had to send this yesterday to the administrators of a group, their "reaction" to ban the "victim" and myself!!

"complaints have been made to members of your group *red nation) and in response the plaintiffs have been insulted or banned if this continued, the culprits will be named and the group may be closed down..

please ensure you adminstrate your group in a way that does not bring the good name and reputation of Liverpool supporters worldwide into disrepute

on behalf of True Reds, Liverpool supporters
and ChriS SMITH, u.r.s.u.n. - Global RedS
Montenegro "





11 June 18:40
it's so difficult to explain those kids (and few older) that it wasn't that way... that the world is not just white and black, and that sometimes truth is deep under everything... fights i have to do with some reds are terrible. it's not Rafa's fault Alonso have left. Alonso wanted to go, but nobody listen... yes, Alonso is a great player, fans love him, i love him... but he could have stayed... and yes Torres left us, it was wrong time (but i don't think any time was good for that), for the wrong club but it's not his fault, not everything... yes he said that in the locker room atmosphere was tense, but we're fighting to get out of relegation zone, should they laugh in that situation?! troubles with ovners, everything fall appart, lies they put in front of him, in front of Rafa, in front of everybody, promises they didnt keep... and he left. and now he's a traitor... he knew he had to go, it was the best he could have done for us and for himself. so, he's gone-thank you Fernando and good luck, but we are stronger now and we'll get through that.we did it. so if somenoe wants to call me "torres fan", so be it! but i'm Liverpool fan and i will think 5 times before i'll believe in something that's put in front of me about our club and our players and ex players. the media are strong and they will slate anybody, they don't need excuses, they will put something in front of us and we'll believe in that?! everything?! it's easier to blame somebody than to look deeper and think with our heads... not for me!
Comment history

11 June 09:16
would you argue with that Anita? ;) ?

11 June 09:16
the problem with most "kids" and a few older without that excuse, is the english media done what we call a"hatchet job" on Rafa, fed every piece of news in a way that blamed Rafa, fergie was scared what he might do for us too, and the other problem is that kids (some armchair fans and "tv pundit, especially OUR ex-players!!!) )have short memories & "concentration" so it esaier to follow a headline, trend or form a "knee jerk " opinion than to research and examine , "between the lines"..going deeper takes time, but the truth usually lays (not lies) there..:D


ChriS SmiTH 13 June at 23:06

….i have to laugh at the idiot who adds "YNWA" on the end of the message ..... ;) they dont get it ..they think i need to come into their world.... they don't seem to understand that when they attach themselves to Liverpool they are coming into my world ..our world,,







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  • Mahir KalotaDont know what to say about as i really dont know what happened (on red nation) from the start. All i know is that someone was insulted and that is. I m sad to hear it. BTW Chris can you tell me the name of another forum you mentioned.
  • ChriS SmiTHi have wasted enough time Mahir, if ppl dont care then thats up to them...its all in my "SCLOG" otherwise I suggest U contact Anita because she was the one they "mobbed" (THIS time!) these sort of ppl should keep away from me, because they are similar to the sort of ppl that ruined our repuation years ago (heysel etc) ..we are back and must ensure we dont get affected by idiots..
  • Mahir Kalota Ok mate. All i know is that everyone was praising you as a great man and great Liverpool supporter especially Nina. YNWA. I really hope that problem will be somehow solved with "red nation".
  • ChriS SmiTHi think theres some sarcastic and back hand, stuff and "under the table" remarks going on about me, and everyone knows who it is, I dont need to name names, its your region guys , and if they keep on I nor anyone ele wil support events or help "fans" here, any more, I have been…(snip)

Edit ; The 4 meetings , especially having to go to Tuzla TWICE never would have happened had I not put a lot of time , energy and resources into them..

  • ChriS SmiTH talk to Anita...someone shoudl apologise to her!!
  • Nina Lfc Raven nobody was insulted at all..the girl came to the group and started a 'torres theme on her own' in one link that i have posted on group wall...she told us that we dont have no idea or a clue what have happened and that she 'knows people an knows the truth cause she have been on anfield' for God sake! The girl started insulting us calling us stupid and etc then she was removed from the group cause of that!
  • Nina Lfc Raven end of story!
  • ChriS SmiTH no thats not true Nina, and thats why u didnt reply to my PM to you direct?? anyway its up to U, "that girl" is a true REd! I suggested her to be a contact with u on FB..because she has a big heart and knows her stuff! ...and NOW enough, bez kommentar
  • Nina Lfc RavenTHT GIRL INSULTED ME SAYING THAT IM NOT A TRUE RED!!!THATS A BIGGEST INSULT OF ALL! I DIDNT REPLIED CAUSE I DIDNT WANTED TO ARGUE WITH ANYBODY ANYMORE! IF YOU THINK THAT IS SMART TO CLOSE A GROUP WHO SUPPORTS LFC WITH ALL ITS HEART THAN THANK YOU! AND ANITA!
  • Nina Lfc Ravenand this is a biggest thanks for me and all the reds who gave evrything for the club,for the support and for meting in Tuzla! Thanks again!
  • ChriS SmiTHnina u are SO wrong....didnt have the respect to reply yo MY message to you, I didnt judge you, but now U attack, so ....did u remove Lazar? no, you banned Anita AND me!! ..after all i did in Tuzla!! forget it..i heard nothing from you since that meeting..why???
  • ChriS SmiTH‎"smart" ..its not "smart" to insult me
    so the "story" goes on!
  • Nina Lfc RavenI DIDNT BANNED YOU AT ALL YOU ARE SOOOO WRONG I ONLY BANNED HER!
  • Nina Lfc Ravenwhy lazar? he didnt say anything wrong the girl just started to insult us...when u came to the group the post was removed allready so i dont know where did u get that informations from? maybe her?
    ok so for me the insult is that you dont believe me an u know me u only believe her so im a liar now? thanks again!

  • ChriS SmiTH‎"the girl" has a name, just like u Nina, I have coped what Lazar said..its ready if need be, I am in contact with Anita, why? does THAT offend you too??????????? Lazar started a problerm on another group too..hes a lout
  • ChriS SmiTHhttp://www.youtube.com/wat
    ch?v=m_ugePvB82Q learn it !
  • Nina Lfc Ravenas long as she dont insult me im ok with that!
  • Milko Milinović
    Chris, just put everything aside! I know it's not easy, some ppl are just retards and you can't discuss with them at all and not being drawn into a fight. They can't use their brain and that's a fact, just be the one you used to be and keepmoving on. Being a true RED is not just support Liverpool via internet and to consider it to be enough. Just few of us have had a chance to be in UK, at Anfield, and for Christ sake only mad one would not like to attend every LFC match. Many of us just seen LFC playing on TV and that's all, but I hope one day we'll be in situation to improve that.. I thinkNina Lfc Ravenis completely right, for what she and few other TRUE reds did in Tuzla cannot be forgotten over night! Cheers and YNWA
  • Nina Lfc Raven i am smart enough and old enough to know what im saying ...nobody not evn anit can tellme that im not a true red! so she can write and say whatever she wants thats up to her but SHE INSULTED ME AND NOT ONLY ME AND THE OTHER TRUE REDS AS WELL!
  • ChriS SmiTH Milko , dont tell me, until you have spent most of your life supporting the Reds, i could have bought 2 houses with what i did and do invest into our club.. TUZLA would NEVER have happened if I hadnt gone to their place twice and insisted on doing it when "others" were ready to give up..so dont tell me ..ANYTHING! u really DONT know the truth!
  • Nina Lfc Ravenand its very very childish from her to call you to speak in her name...that is very childish must say!
    about a minute ago
  • ChriS SmiTHand i am out of here, i dont feel welcome, bye!




07 June at 14:40 (D**ny S****)
oh its "worth it", ;) just a little...
i wrote...
"spends ALL her money on travelling to Lp to watch ONE game a season, she fights with other fans, defends the "Liverpool way" she wrote a great article about her love for Lfc, one which will be publiced worldwide, as will your hatred, if you dont apologise to her
...if its wasnt for non scousers..
Shanks, Bob, Emlyn, Hansen, Souness, Rafa, Kenny, Barnes and the team that started the whole thing back in 1892 , and all the money non scousers pay worldwide there would be NO LFC,
.../ and dont forget the bluesh*te are made up of scousers too.

wise up m8 or you will make a lot of True RED enemies...in Lp & worldwide!!"


07 June at 14:45

hahaaa, that's great!! :) i wanted to wrote to him something like that but he was faster and deleted me berofe, than i blocked him so now, even if he want's, he can't find me. or maybe i should on-block him just to see? :))


07 June at 15:07
he tried to contact U and told me he is blocked, i think he may have got the "message" for now, anway..;) YNWA!


Lazar Pavićević!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! +++++++++++++++++++++ SS!
11 June 21:21
OVaj je jos odje ?
Comment history

11 June 12:05
Anita Migles is a true REd, knows more about Lfc than most "Lfc fans" wrote a fantastic article about her trips to Anfield and her love of Liverpool, which will bd distributed worldwide and some ppl on here , who claim to be Lfc fans insulted her..U should be ashamed..i see some in this "Red Nation" here dont understand the ethics of Shanks "the Liverpool way" or the holy trinity..any one who insults another true REd, supporter current or past player will get problems if they try to get to a game..
Original post

11 June 10:26
the problem with most "kids" and a few older without that excuse, is the english media done what we call a"hatchet job" on Rafa, fed every piece of news in a way that blamed Rafa, fergie was scared what he might do for us too, and the other problem is that kids (some armchair fans and "tv pundit, especially OUR ex-players!!!) )have short memories & "concentration" so it esaier to follow a headline, trend or form a "knee jerk " opinion than to research and examine , "between the lines"..going deeper takes time, but the truth usually lays (not lies) there..:D
i had this discussion with Paul (Redmen) about the locals who slate OOT (out of towners) ...well i have met a lot of SUPPORTERS ; True REds, i prefer to call you SUPPORTers than "fans" because you know how to SUPPORT At the time Alonso the end of season 07/08 had been plagued by injury, hadnt been in form and the yankers wouldnt give Rafa enough money so that he had to offer players in exchange for buying..we all know how well Xabi played the following season, but ...i think 6/7 players got red-carded against Xabi that season (inc Vidic ha ha!!) so opposing teams were "looking for him" ..
i think Xabi realised that, and i also think Rafa, was moving towards (had Aquilani not spent so much time injured) a faster moving "pass & move" pressing higher up..so i feel that whilst Rafa and Lfc supporters would have preferred to keep ...
as for Torres, well Purslow was still a director at the time he decided to leave ...he told Lfc that he ONLY left his boyhood club to come to LFc to a) win trophies and b) NOT be the sole match winner, he was promised improved signings...and we should remember what the yankers, purslow & hodgson signed ; cole, konch, poulsen & ...Raul, who only performed under Kenny, whilst hodgson expected that playing 10 players back and Torres alone up front would be enough, no, not the LIVERPOOL way..
I love my club, our CLUB, but what i wont and dont accept is when we ALLOWED cheats & yankers to almost ruin our club that ppl, fans or media blame the wrong people, and it was some of our "fans" whio failed to back Rafa when HE was fighting fergie , the media, the yankers & the office alone..but some kids , and some older fans & ex players especially dont & wont "have it"
.. and although we staged anfield "sit in" , protests, black shirts, internet actions etc there are a lot of "fans" who did "sweet fa"(nothing) ..and still wouldnt put their hands in their pockets today and fork out the price of ONE match ticket to secure the club they SAY they love..



So, STOP the "BS" (bull-sh*te) …!!! Every one!! Every where

Recently noticed some idiot provoking "Indonesian RedS" saying that Man citeh were trying to buy Suarez.. Why would a great player, who fits our team and Kennys ethic want to go and play for the manchester rent - boys a bucnh of mercenaries who constantly b*tch led by a boring manager? Mind U could be worse ; to play for the scum of the same city.

ChriS SmiTH 12 June at 13:21

"First they came…" is a famous statement attributed to Pastor Martin Niemöller (1892–1984) about the inactivity of German intellectuals following the Nazi rise to power and the purging of their chosen targets, group after group. The text of the quotation is usually presented roughly as follows:

"First they came for the Jews,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a Jew.

Then they came for the trade unionists,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a trade unionist.

Then they came for the communists,
and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a communist.

Then they came for me
and there was no one left to speak out for me."

It all starts when a bully incites a mob, so…..Stop, think, act..for the good!

06/06/2011, 22:41 


A lesson for young old and so-called "experts"…never give up!


:) ...as far as being an "expert" on footy, Whelen WAS a very good player....but now part of the "popular lobby" (that bigged up hodgson) which speaks again...Jordan's english, so he must be better than (fans player of the season) Lucas ?? oh dear!

  • Downward Markthe new restrictions come in soon google it mate!!!
    20 hours ago·Like
  • ChriS SmiTHMark, I write enough about footy..i know about "restrictions" but that is nothing to do with this..its been going on since years, the anti-rafa brigade were "at it" even when we were battering everyone in site..
    2 seconds ago·Like


CS> Some Ppl are banging about "UEFA restrictions" (ratio of "home grown" players) as an excuse for blatant xenophobia, but before we create an inbalanced situation based on nationality rather than talent,/ability & character , this "rule" is in direct contravention to the UDHR and the articles of the ECHR and the concept of "Europe" & freedom of movement/employment/trade..so don’t be surprised if "someone" (me?) contests it in the first proven instance of bias..because it can & WILL be overturned..




Happy for him, but it would only take the "allies" to suspend new weapon manufacture for one (repeat) ONE year, to feed the worlds hungry, and save the majority of aprox 25,000 kids who die DAILY! People!

And the F……. Media

9:56 PM on June 14, 2011
I like Xabi,(V. much) and Arbeloa, but...like most of our ex players they come out far too late (and said nothing against fool hodgson when he & Purslow was ruining us) and tell us now what WE already knew from the beginning ?,and what are the journalists doing to earn their keep? , is there any other industry than the media where people get paid for reporting (10 months late) the bl**dy obvious?






  • Jokes & amusing pics,,.

report received.........."Osama bin Laden sent Barack Obama a coded message
to let him know that he's still alive: "--3 7 0 H S S V-- --0 7 7 3 H-- - -
- - - - - . Barack is baffled. The FBI, CIA & NSA can't decode it. They ask
Britain's MI-6 for help but MI-6 couldn't do it, so they sent it to ISI in
Pakistan. The ISI replied: "Tell the President he's holding it upside
down." :)"






LOVE YOU LIVE ... R'N'R svirka  ??   Or maybe they mean "LOVE your LIFE"?
Tomorrow, 30 May at 21:00
Location: Klub Lepota , ul. Vojvode Dobrnjca br. 34. ispod botanicke baste






Hi ChriS,
Carol Sebastian commented on your photo.
Carol wrote "What do you mean he's been democratically elected!!!! Not his fault everybody's voting for him and he's the only standing candidate!! Sill, that's democracy!!!!!"
(fifa pic bags..sepp)


 

12 June 16:41
MALO JE FALILO ZA INFARKT, BOGDA.

Man U assistant manager Mike Phelan bursts a balloon next to Sir Alex with hilarious results! Note: On broadcast this video had no sound but it turns out Mik…


The Alien was himself invaded in the kitchen , I left some bits out for the birds on the window-sill and the ants climbed almost 10 metres up the side of my building to get to it..
I don’t like chemical weapons of "mass(insect etc) destruction" so I used soap and Rakija..
I think those ants probably died happily…
"Rakija connecting people",?, I prefer "correcting people" ....
.............and ants..
;)
...problem is any ant that survived probably told their mates, "theres another party @ ChriS's place" ;)


[16:25:41] Chris Smith: "a certified public accountant, works 15-hour days for the first few months of the year. In spite of his hectic schedule, he took time out to order flowers for Valentine’s Day. While pondering what sweet endearment to write on the card, he obviously began thinking of the many hours of work still ahead of him. His note read: “Roses are red, violets are blue. If I weren’t thinking of you, I’d probably be through."..;)

[16:30:04] Chris Smith: and.. a guy (scott) surprised his girlfriend (bonnie) with roses and dinner at a fancy restaurant. When they returned from their date, she leafed through the newspaper to see if he had written a "valentine note"  to her. Near the bottom of one page she found: “Bonnie — What are you looking here for? Aren’t dinner and flowers enough? Love, Scott.” ;)




LAST words…not yet!

This Cinema…

A list of films prompted after watching ,"autumn in New York , not a specially great fim but sparks something..and the classic (with Connery & Pfeiffer) "Russia house"


Older Man/Younger Woman
unknown 2011








Diary…of an Alien..(and some "human reaction") 


...if you dont like "emotiions" look somewhere else..

The names are excluded to protect the "guilty" too ;)



"who is poking who" ;) LilO or Albert???

  • LiLO No you don`t Poke me , i will poke you back ;)
  • ChriS SmiTH why did u poke me , u didnt reply to messages since 2 days!!..no character??? 
  • LiLO Do not be so offensive!!! It depends sometimes a bit of everything ....Are you in skype right now ??
  • ChriS SmiTH u poked me , that is "offensive" :) ..and wasting another persons time is a cosmic sin..! ;)
  • LiLO  How Albert Einstein said ...."Time is an illusion." ;)
  • ChriS SmiTHi think einstein was an illusion..  respect is humanity, without it we are an illusion..

LiLO> No i just want to say hello and to talk a little with you ;) how are you?

ChriS SmiTH 09 June at 16:05> trying to find intelligence (warmth & "care") on this planet, as usual, did u read my "UnSub" ..any "comment" ?? how are YOU? ;0

LiLO 09 June at 16:10 >Thank you im Ok. Yes i read on UnSub...im trying to read everything on that side with my Bad English but i understand.. and i try to read everything there haha i want to know everything whats going on, haha sehr Neugierig :)



 long skype 24-02h with LilO …
Touched ..but don’t sing.. ;) ehrlich



ChriS SmiTH>well U have to read it other wise I have to repeat what I already wrote..;)09 June at 16:48
but its MY special time , always a creative period following my birthdate and usually whilst the "Gemini effect" is strong, making creative connections challenging people, conflicts too, ;) and yesterday evening i sat at a table with 3 other people, none born here,& all of our birthdates were within 20 days..09 June at 23:02
My constellation, now is unbelievable,;) i was a bit tired, but went for a walk, & serendipity I met 2 spanish girls form cambridge, very funny, made me smile,they were  lost & I put them on the train to Bg, they insisted on buying me a drink, invited me to visit them (yeah as many do!) but it was a nice "serendipity" meeting, tell me your feelings today, please..

y-our dream determines your goals,
y-our goals map out y-our actions,
y-our actions create results,
And the results bring u success.! 
“Good Night my Friends have nice dreams” .... !!

The Alien was himself invaded in the kitchen , I left some bits out for the birds on the window-sill and the ants climbed almost 10 metres up the side of my building to get to it..
I don’t like chemical weapons of "mass(insect etc) destruction" so I used soap and Rakija..
I think those ants probably died happily…
"Rakija connecting people",?, I prefer "correcting people" and ants..

CS>AnaM. your cards will be ready this evening, so if you can "spare a few minutes" we can pick them up together…maybe have a quick coffee, as I know you are busy-busy..

Mornings are reminders that God loves you!
You're not just given another day to enjoy,
But a chance to right the wrong of yesterday.
Have A Nice DAY!!!

Good Morning .... !

My constellation, now is unbelievable,;)Tuesday night I was talking about creative projects with 3 people , and none of us were born here, and we were all star sign Gemini, (birthdates within 20 days of each other) i was a bit tired, but went for a walk, & serendipity I met 2 spanish girls from cambridge, very funny, made me smile,they were lost & I put them on the train to Bg, they insisted on buying me a drink, invited me to visit them (yeah as many do!) but it was a nice "serendipity" meeting, tell me your feelings today, please..

AM>  at 10:05>
you like to save girls in trouble, do you? :)
what all you strangers are doing in Pg?! :) strange town... did you at least agreed stuff about projects?
you mean, do i still want to do some disinfection from the insinde? yes, i do :))
enough now.
i'm ok, better. my "guru"told me that i need to cry, to let everything out and to beat up my pillow and than my face will stop twitching. hmm, you can't do that whan you want, can you? especially when everybody know you as a strong person who will know what to do in every situation...and how are you today?

ChriS SmiTH>10 June at 10:18
i guess theres something in me that likes to be saving "damsel in distress" ...blame my mother , she told me to respect girls like i would want someone to respect my sister...i have been far from "perfect"in my past life, but since waking from my coma, yes I have...
everything about my creative project is "under construction".."AGREE" is not a word that fits what/how i do it..its a process..undefined, and ppl will be in it or not..
its a problem i had with Ana M, too (sorry!) she didnt let out her fears and concerns, because (for all the reason I i know, individual & social) she could look weak, me , well i turn all those "fears" into action. beat up pillows, facebook "friends" write about them, and let them out to ppl i trust, like u..you CAN do it when u want, because if we stop trusting anyone,(someone) we have no trust in ourself!..
i agree with your "Guru" to a point, but I believe we should turn our anger on those who make us angry, not in violence, but in exposing them., irony can be funny way to let out the anger.because...its not fair on pillows.. ;)

y-our dream determines y-our goals,
y-our goals map out y-our actions,
y-our actions create results,
And the results bring success.!


p.s. I didnt get an answer from Nina, Marija or yourself, has anyone translated Y.N.W.A. into the local language in X-U-go?

A Morning is a wonderful blessing,
Either stormy or Sunny,
It stands for hope,
Giving us another start of what we call
...<*L*I*F*E*>...


music from unsub and..
dont let me be misunderstood...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2FT4FprxDg
lean on me (unsub)
" in a world full of ppl only some want to fly" (crazy,seal)


CS>A.M> p.s. I didnt get an anwer from Nina, Marija or yourself, has anyone translated Y.N.W.A. into the local language in X-U-go?

A. M. > 10 June at 21:32 Report
this fb is getting on my nerves, i couldn't open messages for whole day...

i wish every mother says that to his son...

i know, but if you can't oppose to those people, you have to beat up something :)

and for those ants... overe here we salt them or just strew them with detergent (for laundry). but rakija is good one :D

this is literal translation of YNWA, but everything in that song/anthem is getting lost in translation and don't sound good.

when you walk through the storm
*kad koračaš kroz oluju

hold your head up high
*uzdigni glavu visoko

and don't be afraid of the dark
*i nemoj se bojati mraka

at the end of the storm
*kad prođe oluja

there's a golden sky
*čeka te zlatno nebo

and sweet silver song of the lark
*i slatki srebrni pjev ptica

walk on throuh the wind
*koračaj kroz vjetar

walk on through the rain
*koračaj kroz kišu

though your dreams be tossed and blown
*iako su ti snovi srušeni i odneseni

walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
*koračaj dalje s nadom u srcu

and you'll never walk alone
*i nikad nećeš hodati sam

you'll never walk alone
*nikad nećeš hodati sam

btw, lark in our language is "ševa" what translated on english means "f***" :)))
so i wrote "ptica"="bird"

A.M. >10 June at 21:39 Report
or "ševa"="shag"
so it would be right :))

ChriS SmiTH> 11 June at 03:21
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i m not in a "correct mood" honesty right now i would like to hug some1 thats knows me, but....h a ha h a , no one knows me.. ;)

A.M.> 11 June at 11:34 Report
i'm guessing you "corrected" yourself tonight ;)

ChriS SmiTH> 11 June at 14:34
yeah , and some...got deliberately drunk,wanted to kill something in me,. i did have one dance , and then her (? lesbian ) mate pulled her away, another looked like i was something beneath her shoe when i suggested to dance, mind u i was wearing an old (clean) t-shirt, without designer label, and i look a lot older (well the average age there is teenager!! ;) ..but i felt sorry for the ants..because i think a few survivors told their mates that "theres a rakija party @ ChriS's and they came back, so i had to resort to chemical warfare..i dont fighting anyone, but i hate killing anything..even an ant..or a 100 of them

...A Morning is a wonderful blessing,
Either stormy or Sunny,
It stands for hope,
Giving us another start of what we call  LIFE.

. thanks for the translation.. YOUll NEVER walk alone..! keep in touch .. i need this contact with you ,, shhhhh dont tell anyone ! :D

Life ends when you stop Dreaming;
Hope ends when you stop Believing;
Love ends when you stop Caring;
so Dream, Believe and Care.
Life is really beautiful!
Good Night !! 


"My girl Friday", when it alll falls apart..

  • Mally Moulton true, mate i think its just the way our society gone in general,not really got nothing to do with football really its just the way the worlds gone,but i do take your point,but i think there is still the older generation like me ( pushing 48 lol) who still hold the old values of L.F.C
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  • ChriS SmiTHMally , keep on reminding thsoe of any age..its not just kids..it may seem "dramatic" but this is a nasty trend, which reminds me.."First they came…" is a famous statement attributed to Pastor Martin Niemöller (1892–1984) about the inactivity of German intellectuals following the Nazi rise to power and the purging of their chosen targets, group after group. The text of the quotation is usually presented roughly as follows:
  • "First they came for the Jews,
    and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a Jew.
    Then they came for the trade unionists,
    and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a trade unionist.
    Then they came for the communists,
    and I didn't speak out because I wasn't a communist.
    Then they came for me
    and there was no one left to speak out for me."

Looking for "Girl Friday" …...

Renumeration and accomodation negociable, depending on individual status location and abilities -MENTALITY and compatability are important, a keen SENSE of HUMOUR is vital.

"Candidates should Email fair@ursun.net to state interest, informal exchanges will decide the outcome..& should please be honest and if possible witty! There will be no discrimination on bases of age, ethnicity, religion, origin, culture, colour, creed, or financial status.

ChriS

p.s. it’s a big advantage if we like each other , but no "BS" !!

and...

INVITATION to "LetS BE FAIR" (Balkans 2011)

We would like to invite you , individually or representing your organisation to this unique and creative event,,,

currently in planning (website "under construction") ..please peruse http://www.ursun.net/LetS-BFAIR.htm (in planning "website under construction") and get back to us as soon as possible..as places are limited..

regards

Fab?/ko.ko email; fair@ursun.net


06/06/2011, 22:38

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CS>koko ...I know U wont "get " this, but you are, as we say "spitting in the eye of fate" when every door is being opened for you…! Betraying "Karma" is unwise….

Love is for  life, life is not for love.
Love may fail in life,life never fail in love.
So don't spoil your life in love,
but don't forget love in your life..
Good Morning .... !!

"Gemini ; You have an opportunity to tell someone something that has been on your mind today. Your communications skills and leadership ability will put you in an enviable position. You can get a lot of paperwork cleared off your desk if you stay focused. "


Lfctv coaching caribean..? Hmmmm AnaM? not blue ..RED! ;

"Gemini ..You may feel like you are living in a fishbowl today. An authority figure, leader, boss or supervisor is constantly on your back, over your shoulder or in your face. Remember this - if you can keep your cool, this could be an amazing opportunity to showcase your leadership skills. "

CS->A.M> 08 June at 22:51
well we should get drunk some day soon , hope your teeth get sorted out soon, because I like to see that smile. no "birds" in my life, i am doing some "creative" networking ..stuff, not a real "party" , but a bit funny as there were 4 people at the caffe , we all had "Gemini" star sign..i have to telll you, I really have to get some "romantic" in my life . i miss the dancing and its "spring time" ...my time..

[14:42:43] Chris Smith:>koko , do u know a paper supplier?, can meet yr brother (vino)..and pse send my "bithday poem 4 'reen" (^) to her (yes i know she dont spell her name like that! ..r u taking the english to embassy 2night?.and berlin? .if u want , give me a bit of warning, as u are gonna be absent a lot (berlin, london etc, i can cook 4 us one evening.(& "move things on")

..whenever, as i said yesterday u don’t HAVE  to meet me.. and if i hadn't been so angry with u I would have told U yesterday u looked...beautiful ..ooops (blush)

AM(sms)> just now i have finishe d with this meeting  i cant wait for this month to be over,imean as much as i like"enjoy" the work i miss the free time in the afternoons, anyway, hope that u had a nice day 2day cia-o oh oh :/

CS>22.30h
thanks for the sms, it helps, had a creative "gemini" meting and a great "photo-shoot" and a little "networking" at Karver, so get a rest &hope u can do the FB thing tomorrow?? tell Irena my poem? ;) goodnight

T.A.Q. posted in You'll never walk alone ynwa

Every sunset gives us,
One day less to live!
But every sunrise give us,
One day more to hope!
So, hope for the best.

Good Day & Good Luck!
 "Gemini" You may be able to help a loved one or family member out of a financial or health-related bind today, but if a friend shows up looking for assistance, you may find there is not enough time or money to go around. You could be forced to decide between two worthy causes.

4 koko
your dream determines Ur goals,
your goals map out Ur actions,
your actions create results,
And the results bring us success.!  .... !!

Emil Lfc N> yes, there is a lot of night life in bucharest. The LFC pub is no longer available, the owners were cheaters. Pubs - joyces.ro, whispers.ro. Visit the Parliament, museums, churches... give them my mail eneacsu@yahoo.com and maybe i will take them out in a night around in pubs :)

10 June at 11:44
sorry about the pub, lots of cheaters around, ok appreciated, be "gentle" with them , nice people, i am sure are too, ;) Ill pass it on..tx Emil! YNWA!

Emil Lfc N> they”re not gay, i hope. I don”t like gays... If they are, forget it :)

ChriS SmiTH>10 June at 11:46
2 gay girls? i didnt ask the ladies ;)

buenos dias! have a happy day!x
Laura V Thanks for your help and company!!!!Priceless!
  • ChriS SmiTH everything ok in Bg? dont forget, if u want, visit the old town (Stari grad" ..theres daytime cafes, outside and ventil" cafe near the faculty (Marija D works there ) and nightime "Klub lepota" music club in cellar (also on facebook) and riverboat, jazz club called "20//44" ..anyway am sure u 2 will have fun & adventures.. :D take care Laura, zivelli!
  • Laura VJ ajaja!!!Klub lepota,good plan!!!hvala!!!
  • ChriS SmiTH‎:D how was the train?
  • Laura V Comfortable!? Jajaja...Was ok, we slept most of the trip!
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  • ChriS SmiTHi sent PM about bucharest emil is also on FB, ..see how u feel after Bg ..i would love a "report" when u get back about yr adventures..i'll out it in my "UnSUB" issue ..:D  forgot to warn you about taxi drivers, check the prices, before using them but theres a VERY cheap tram/bus service in BG!

Koko Lunched..with the english/belgian visitors…so was (predictably late back to office)

"Gemini> You have an opportunity to make some dramatic changes in your life. You may be offered an unexpected invitation to an art class, lecture or seminar, or be given a piece of artwork for your home. You could decide to take up a new hobby that involves creative expression "

ChriS SmiTH> 10 June at 17:59
like i used to say when i was a "station moderator" ...i have the perfect face .... for radio, but tx anyway,,, I 'll buy u a bevvy or three if u get over here.. x

Denise F> 10 June at 19:12 ah hun u cute me thinks :) x

ChriS SmiTH> 10 June at 19:57
well IMO u look a lot prettier than I do, but u are welcome to come and find out, love to show you "wild beauty" of montenegro..holiday? I am, solo, free, & available.. ;) x

AM> sorry for 2day, i was really tired,, am on bus now, Rena stayed in town, there was abig fight in the smarket where i was just before my bus. anyway , enjoy theSunday, i'm sue u'lllove it, can't wait to hear what u think about Monty's wild beauty..ciao!

sms11610 19.52 really pleased U sent that sms, was extremely sad, & P***ed off, &never sleep when I am not in agreement with u, take care, koko, lets bfair & have fun :D C x

Out with blackhat & not slobo ..i am drunk but not stupid…..bl**dy Slavko(p)

music from unsub and..
dont let me be misunderstood...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2FT4FprxDg

lean on me (unsub)

" in a world full of ppl only some want to fly" (crazy,seal)


A Morning is a wonderful blessing,
Either stormy or Sunny,
It stands for hope,
Giving us another start of what we call
...<*L*I*F*E*>…

unsub-b.blogspot.com
I have now hundreds of local people on my FB) .It made me think about producing a local version of "UnSub" ..which was made first in Freiburg about 10 years ago for both english and local "fans" of english langauge (and "alternatives") , with a few explanations of "brit/scouse humour " etc…and a be


Bojana D> 10 june at 16:19 Seams interesting! Underground" journal but made public! I think it's a good idea. Why not?

ChriS SmiTH> 10 June at 18:01
i am thinking about a printing partner who could make a simple cheap but "cult-style" journal,. like the "old days of revolution".. ;) i am gonna test a few more ideas on line and then.. let it loose! :D ..how are you , havent read ahything, forgotten me already?

I'm bit ill right now but nothing special, little temp., cough. resting.. how r u ?

ChriS SmiTH> in con flict with the whole f***ing universe AND more important NOT dancing with anyone!
11 June at 14:57
;)
correction i had one dance in the english pub in Pg last night , before the friend pulled the lass away.. if its not the fellas blocking me (dont like "aliens" dancing with local girls) then its the birds themselves..this planet has gone mad, and very few seem to have noticed ;)

"Gemini  Your phone, computer or Internet connection may act a little oddly today. Even if your digital equipment works well, you may experience strange power struggles with people who communicate electronically today. It is a good idea to avoid the chat rooms right now "

Birthday greetings x , enjoy yr day, may U get all u deserve ;)
tx koko "Life ends when you stop Dreaming; Hope ends when you stop Believing; Love ends when you stop Caring" ; so Dream, Believe , take Care. & be GOOD x ChriS

CS->A.M. ..i think at the interview Paul said he plans a"special" documentary length prog. about RedS living abroad/foreign based fans (mind U I wasn’t sure if he was filming at all, and when he said about my "exclamations" and being thought "cranky" I was pretty sure he was sent to "check me out" more than "interview" me..LOL, but I played along..

..i suppose thats when /if he distributes it, but i am also workign on a visual "Mon TV" version ..it will take time but i want a "Redman" for global RedS like us.. btw i sent "red nation" and Lazar this by email "complaints have been made to members of your group *red nation) and in response the plaintiffs have been insulted or banned if this continued, the culprits will be named and the group may be closed down..please ensure you adminstrate your group in a way that does not bring the good name and reputation of Liverpool supporters worldwide into disrepute on behalf of True Reds, Liverpool supporters
and ChriS SMITH u.r.s.u.n. - Global RedS , Montenegro

A.M 11 June > i hope he'll (Paul) do that. and you too :)
yes, he posted that mail in a group now.  i hate to say it, but i have to say it-that kid is just stupid and spoiled! nothing more and nothing less to say... and i'm afraid so are many of them... Chris, are you ok? these fights can be draining, but is there something else that bothers you? tell me, please.

ChriS SmiTH 11 June at 23:09 >
A.M , I am older , but still a man, my time is spring and i always have a lot of energy, especially now, the seasons over, and i am angry with people in general, and i wrote about last night, no dancing either...i dont want to embarass u, ..it may not seem important but I haven't had a girlfriend in 2 years, .....<smile>

ok, u asked so.....i am a communicator, and not only verbal..i like to "give" emotionally and physically ..but i wont go into any more detail..fighting "them" uses up SOME of my energy, which i would prefer to "give" to a lady life partner, but i dont mind it, if i express myself, then in fact i can cope quite easily.. but i am telling it like it is, not "taking it out" on them but I am using my energy...although not in the way I prefer.. ;)

  • Frank C Quite right Anita, we must keep the Liverpool way, or we'll go the way we did under those two 'Orrible' Americans... Some LFC fans are very fickle Anita unfortunately..

(what is frank doing in the middle of my diary??) lol....

A.M.11 June> you know, my "guru" told me that i'm a very sensitive and that i can feel every emotion, not just for me. very often i "live" emotions of others, like they coming through me... i can't explain better...and i have felt what is on your mind, what you feel... that's why i have asked. you can tell me everything. you are my Brother and my Friend and i love you, but i know you need "real love".and those 2 years... i'm very close to that, so i can understand. Chris, i reeally hope you'll find someone, some nice woman, just for you (who likes to dance, of course :) you deserve love, in every way. X

ChriS SmiTH 11 June at 23:56
i can feel you too, and thats also why I want to fight for U, us and the honour ..


A.M>i'm the one who's spread "some so called informations on agressive way" and "there's no room for me, i don't belong there and i should act smart to my mother not to them, and i have no right for that just because i was at Anfield and i know everything because of that"... this are just some comments i have read today.
i will always defend in what i believe, and i will get banned again for that for sure and it bothers me. bothers me because i'm afraid the "Liverpool way" is dying. slowly. because you can't teach them, they don't want to know and that's scares me...
but i would rather talk to people who knows more than me, the people you can learn from, the people which are Liverpool thrue and thrue, and they know what Red Family is all about.
i'm grateful to know some of them :)


Earl> I'm sorry but you can't force your views on people whether right or wrong...that's how Nazi Germany started!

ChriS SmiTH>12 june Earl its not "forcing" views , its exposing mobbing, and bully tactics, and the sort of people who caused Heysel, and "nazi" europe was caused by reasonable people looking the other way when the first ones were beaten up or hauled away..evil things happen when good people stay quiet.. - "Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" - M L King

The ppl Anita and i refer to, dont debate, they gang up on anyone who chllenges their "nasty (nazi?) tactics" ? or ban them from debate, and if thats ok with you, I would be surpirsed..

Little RED> hahahaha. i tried to write something. here u go, i don't know if this is something u want to have on your blog. but nevermind, i woke up thinkin'about it. please, if there are some grammar mistakes, feel free to correct it. I haven't had my coffee yet :D
What happened to men? No, what happened to women?
(snip see above) show a little romance, it is not possible that you are at extinction. Is it?

CS>thanks for taking the time, YOU are NOT "pathetic" ..emotions are important, feelings keep us from becoming like robots
...hey., little Red, Its good, ironically, its almost the reverse of things I write about modern women, that they dont understand if i act "romantic" ..i like it..
I open the door for ladies, I walk on the outside, send flowers, write "love poems " (pathetic?, no its "old fashioned" maybe) ..but females today seem to be shocked, evenm annoyed if i do this.. they are either too young and too concerned with their own image (acting "cool") ..too many cant even hold a conversation about "feelings" it used to be the other way round , ha ha ..
and if i offer to dance they seem to think i am gay... ha ha! ..they can "test me" if they want.. ;)
young guys are "lost" , the "emancipation" of women worldwide is perhaps opening opportunities for your gender, but at the same time, men (not all) are feeling "obselete" the role is being taken...women go to war, run businesses, and so on..
I am tempted to run a "mens Lib" campaign..because it seems a shame here, that the young guys only seem to know the "macho" aspect of being a "man" whereas..the "real" man, is someone you can trust, to depend on, who will be strong in crisis, face up to the problems of life, care for his community, do the right thing..thats a man.. or just read Rudyard Kipling's "IF" ..
i miss the romantic.. and i am a LOT older ..its fun, and when I am "courting" ( a very old-fashioned word) ..which more or less means the romantic persuit of a female, i fell young... ;) ..good topic! - hope it prompts others too...
ciao, cu  in NH ?? (concert)



TRUTH OF LIFE: Living to BE
All the right things aren't always Possible &
All the Possible things aren't always right...
Be true to your heart & you'll BE..... on the way you should!

[09:04:11] Chris Smith: dobro morning,  let me know early if u r goign to cook with me tonight or not..if its unsure then better say NO..ok?
[10:21:31] ana_m: cHRIS,then i'd better say no.. maybe tomorrow.. i have a busy day today as well.. this situation continues I'm afraid since my colleague is absent this week and I'll be dealing with president :( the most complicated person in the world.. so, i apologise in advance for anything that may happen and cause a "communication breakdowm" between us...i'll try to have my "window" open later on during the day to go to fb and check yr messages
[10:24:41] Chris Smith: i dont want "may be" i cant organise my time, fix a date and keep to it, please..and no more "xcuses" ...u said on friday , meet for coffee MondaY  and already it starts again..as I said U dont HAVE to meet me...so if u dont then I know u are not serious//.. u just annoyed me again, and i have lost 90 minutes publishing..
[10:28:20] ana_m: look, Chris, I'm being honest.. if u think that I'm not the rigt prson for this, u are free to find someone else.. u knew i'd be busy and i told u so, but u insisted and u always get insulted when i tell u that I don't have time.. i have to say maybe when i'm not sure sth is gonna happen,  sorry, i have to go now.. switcing to "away" now.. ciao
[10:29:13] Chris Smith: its simple either pick a date to meet and confirm now, or dont..its not difficult , if u want any contact at all
[10:29:33] ana_m: tomorrow at 4, bye now
[10:29:46] Chris Smith: ok we cook at 16 tomorrow ..

I repeat you don’t HAVE to meet me at all. But although its "voluntary" , I require RESPECT, I dont "accept" that you cant organise your time, YOU CAN! (if u want, so if you went to barca with sandra, you would miss yr flight, I don’t think so, or when there is a concert, you are there, etc etc, its BS! ) I even showed you how o manage, don’t tell me you "owe me" then ANNOY me,  so to me it’s CLEARLY your CHOICE, you respect or you don’t so its really NO USE to "say sorry" Friday (send me a nice sms, and then make me angry again now, so angry I wiped 90 minutes of editing just to reply ..! YOU ARE NOT the only one…! ..I now have plans to "move on" ..! ) and you insult me Monday..(again) by disrespecting my time and giving me the feeling of going back to the beginning, (for the third time, in a careless response on skype??????) and if u don’t value what I offer you, as U casually "dismiss" it and look for negatives in my offer instead of seeing your chances then that’s really your biggest mistake..EVER…so, IF IF IF, if you come tomorrow PLEASE come with a positive attitude or don’t come at all , ever, NEVER , don’t ever do this to me again..!!

"Gemini Your family has something of a split personality today. They are dividing off into camps like the Hatfields and McCoy's, only they are not fighting with each other, it's their moods that are so much at odds. One group is happy and cheerful, the other a bit down in the dumps. "

AnaM > Chris,

I am obviously not the right person for u regarding the project of yours.  It’s not that I don’t want to do it, or that I don’t appreciate yr ideas, or that I don’t see what u’re trying to achieve with this, it’s simply because I obviously can’t respond to yr requirements. I told u that my job is my biggest priority and if my „maybe“ doesn’t fit yr needs and if every time i tell u that I’m not sure of coming/meeting etc, u accuse me of insulting and disprespecting u, then I think it’s better to stop now. I can’t explain anymore that the only reason of my „maybe“ is my job, and to be completely honest – my physical incapacity to respond and react to everything u send after an exhausting 8 hours (at least) that i spend here. I accepted yr proposal cause i didn’t want to lose u & cause I liked yr company, I asked for patience (not working at weekends),

CS>don make sense, never asked for w/end, or to "work" at all , told her she could negociate conditions and all I reuire is respect and honesty, obviously "too much" to expect here..there are no "deadlines , but a need to progress..with creative co-operation, not negative "bricks in the wall" with the focus on "LetS B Fair" In october..

A.M >I wasn’t aware that there were to be deadlines, but u act as if there is a fixed timetable u have to follow, pushing me and being insulted whenever I refuse yr meeting proposal. I don’t disrespect yr time, but I disrespect mine, however silly it sounds, cause I chat with u almost every day disregarding other things I have to finish here (as I’m doing now). And those things are my priority, u know that!!

So, I will withdraw even if that means that u’re going to be insulted, annoyed, angry with me… U need someone who knows how to make & keep promises. I can’t promise anything (I told u today that I’m going to be free later during the day, and I wasn’t.. I didn’t even entered my office until now..) I have a boss, actually few bosses and my time and schedule completely depend on their time and schedule. So much for time organization…

I won’t say sorry anymore but this is obviously my fault, I admit it. It happens when u try to adapt to and RESPECT someone u care enough for, disregarding your real capacities for achieving the results u are expected to achieve.

AnaM

p.s. I do hope and believe that u’re going to make a big success. I’ll be happy to say then that at least I had a chance to be part of it.

[08:29:08] Chris Smith:

Your heart is beautiful garden

and my friendship is a small
rose in your garden,
Please don't pluck that rose
for any reason...♥




[09:12:21] Chris Smith: Tell yr sister i have her birthday card..Bye, I have to say when I looked at your comments this (Monday) morning , apart from a sense of "déjà vu" I was too angry in the moment, having lost my editing too, to see the irony of U writing that you are "being honest" ….we sat @ "harrisons" ONLY a week ago and you "promised" 3 things, u actually PARTially did only ONE of them..and I don’t include dinner at my place Monday night..u made it clear Sunday that was probable but NOT a promise..

And how many times did u say YOU want to "HELP" ME., AnaM, I have had enemies that helped me more..so, whats the "game" you play now,???? Do you want to damage me, stop, or force me to stop contact??>> U obviously don’t care..either way..?? (and AGAIN, u insult my intelligence, by under-estimation of me)

As I took the rubbish out (significantly) I though about that first time @ "Berlin" when at the end you (and sandra) just left me standing and went off to talk to  other guys..i COULD have then realised …and NOT invested so much of me in HELPING you!

But as I usually do, I said "Lets be FAIR" ;) and gave you more chances…to be unreasonable..and I have had so many experiences in this last 16 monts to understand how the former Yugo got into such a mess, with nasty and bitter conflicts ; ignorance & prejudice, ruled by a selfish view of life..i wanted to help, ("save" ) you, but you don’t want to be "saved" ;)

...maybe I give the Rena's birthday card to Milan, if HE still wants to meet..   i wasted 3 months, my fault!  …..Those times on skype, were mostly only when U wanted to "placate" me, instead of meeting, most of it was just "chatting".which I didn’t bother about, I valued our meetings but the last three were just going backwards..(u didn’t even use the FB, except to put one of MY photos on it????..why my pic?, what game is that?)

.I am sure "Slob2 =yr serbian boyfriend" can take my place in your "day".when u take yr pause .and I am sure you will find lots of times to go out, after an "exhausting day" with other guys, and now u don’t have to worry about "promises" etc - u took the easy (cowards way out) u lose..BIG time! But I m not happy about that, but I'll survive , but I don’t see any reason to help anyone here..at all! IF They virtually spit in my face! 

"No good deed goes Unpunished" could be the Balkans motto..?

And  (again) probably the last …..words

T.A.Qadir
Your heart is beautiful garden
and my friendship is a small
rose in your garden,
Please don't pluck that rose
for any reason...♥

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